I’m social and upbeat

Yet often I feel alone

I’m confident in my decisions

Yet question them daily

I love being a mother

Yet I still worry if I’m doing it right

I want my children to grow

Yet miss their baby innocence

I’m hopeful and positive

Yet smile through my tears

I want a break from my life

Yet can’t imagine a different one

I’m happily married

Yet it’s one of the hardest things i’ve had to do

I’ve learned so much

Yet still discovering there’s much I don’t know

I’m excited for the future

Yet I constantly keep looking back wishing I could’ve done things differently

I feel accomplished

Yet still question my worth

I feel eloquent

Yet still struggle with what to write

I am content with all I have

Yet still struggle with anxiety

I’m not perfect

Yet I am undeniably human

There’s a lot more I need

Yet I am still truly blessed.